Saturday, May 4, 2013

i really want to talk to you but i can't and it feels sucks 
DAMN 

log in to the facebook , all the status update talk about BN PAS PRU bla bla bla 
log in to the youtube all the advertisement are also the same 
no need to talk about twitter laa 
haiya 

('')nnnnn







Monday, April 1, 2013

"Just Give Me A Reason"
(feat. Nate Ruess)


Right from the start
You were a thief
You stole my heart
And I your willing victim
I let you see the parts of me
That weren't all that pretty
And with every touch you fixed them

Now you've been talking in your sleep, oh, oh
Things you never say to me, oh, oh
Tell me that you've had enough
Of our love, our love

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again


I'm sorry I don't understand
Where all of this is coming from
I thought that we were fine
(Oh, we had everything)
Your head is running wild again
My dear we still have everythin'
And it's all in your mind
(Yeah but this is happenin')

You've been havin' real bad dreams, oh, oh
You used to lie so close to me, oh, oh
There's nothing more than empty sheets
Between our love, our love
Oh, our love, our love

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
I never stopped
You're still written in the scars on my heart
You're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

Oh, tear ducts and rust
I'll fix it for us
We're collecting dust
But our love's enough
You're holding it in
You're pouring a drink
No nothing is as bad as it seems
We'll come clean

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

Oh, we can learn to love again
Oh, we can learn to love again
Oh, oh, that we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

Try listen to it... 

Sunday, February 10, 2013

off record


head win 
i don't want to get hurt again 
because i cant find someone else 
better than you 


about the risk 
sure i'm not taking it 



Tuesday, January 1, 2013

just be bold


yes .. i am.. now .. don't know ..
what to do 
should i 
or 
should i not 

when we speak bout heart , neh you know what i mean . the problem is my head thinking too much . then i realize and get a conclusion .. i want to be bold this year . i'll do what i wanna do with what my heart says and  a little help with my head of course . somethings what we do comes with risk . and i dare to take this one with you. 


i didn't do this for a life time experiment but i'll try to make it work. BTW the year 2013 bring the num 2 in front of my ages . big girl now i'm suppose to be
the more the year the more the responsibility 



Monday, December 10, 2012

LIFE





A true relationship is having someone who accepts your past, supports your present, loves you and encourages your future .

Ppppsssst SOMEBODY did actually read my blog .. aaahaha weird   me

He told me to please update my blog … I love to , but I’m kinda busy lately .. and kinda hardworking student nurse who have an office hour shift for the whole 2 weeks before holidays , and the mbilkkm things that must be done before next semester which I don’t wanna disturb my sweet holidays with all that stuff .. and now is holidays which I’m extremely bored because I didn’t do anything except watching tv : CSI , Hawaiian Five O , Merlin , and I’m waiting for Vampire Diaries season 4 desperately   but the truth is ……I don’t know what to tell here , what stories should I run ? telling the world my routine ? like : today I woke up at 5 in the morning … ^^ neh , I never woke up that early especially during semester break  . and I eat my breakfast . rice , chicken curry and cabbage ^^ yummy (gosh , now you know what time I actually wake up ) it is a lunch .and then straight to TV .Boring isn’t it .. 
 I know I know
But to that person who I appreciate the most ..  I wanna tell you that I’m doing great these days , healthy, enjoying my life and appreciate each and every moment of my life which I wanna you be like that too . what bygone be bygone . new chapter in life doesn’t require a past to approve . be happy is the most important .  find your happiness thus you found life . I don’t know any other saying to comfort you , but just be happy . live your life . you are a good person . I know that . deeply in me . 


                                                                                  "Listen To Your Heart"

                                                              I know there's something in the wake of your smile                                                      
I  get a notion from the look in your eyes,
 You've built a love but that love falls apart

Your little piece of heaven turns too dark


                                                                                       Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye.

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide
They're swept away and nothing is what it seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.

Listen to your heart when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heartthere's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going and I don't know why 
but listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye.

And there are voices that want to be heard.
So much to mention but you can't find the words.
The scent of magic,the beauty that's been 
when love was wilder than the wind.

Listen to your heartwhen he's calling for you.

Listen to your heart there's nothing else you can do. 
                                                     I don't know where you're going and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye.

Listen to your heartwhen he's calling for you
Listen to your heart there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart before
 you tell him goodbye
.............

BUT


Saturday, April 21, 2012

monologue

   a Happy SUNDAY everybody  


lalalallaalala Ahad datang lagi... maka berakhirlah cuti hujung minggu ku. Oh tidak, bertapa aku tidak suka rasa ini. Esok akan bermula lagi hari baru iaitu hari isnin. yaaahh semua orang tahu selepas hari ahad adalah hari isnin. tapi takpalah dah tulis pun.

Apa yang aku lakukan sepanjang hujung minggu 
WELL let me tell the story yeh.. hujung minggu ini aku tak lakukan apa apa sebarang aktiviti yang best pun. Oooo amatlah kesal sekali rasanya. heish... mengapa aku tidak menghargai masa masa yang berlalu.. oh amat pilu hati ini.. 
tsk tsk

 Tapi aku sempat ambik gamba   

cantik:kalau anda perasan ada awan bentuk hati 
yang ni aku kurang faham, signboard punya lah besar tp
masih gak buat
                                     
after rain 
                                     


ondaway balik kolej next semester aku masuk ward nih
tengok org bersalin
harap aku tak pengsan

aku ambik sembunyi2 takut pak guard nampak

 beautiful sunset  
begitulah berakhirnya cuti hujung minggu ku.. heh btw esok aku akan start clinical dekat klinik. Office hour bertugas mksudnya dari pkul 8am smpailah 5 pm .. hope great experience are waiting there.. 
tata

the way we explain to people

Hai ^_^ everybadeh .. memandangkan hari ini PH (public holiday) maka masa free aku pun banyak. So aku decide nak tulis .. sebab  aku rasakan bakat menulis aku semakin pudar. Aiceeeehhhh ada bakat pun tidak. puih 0_o haha bab puji memuji diri sendiri nih aku memang terer .. Okeyh ENOUGH with that.. we go to the main heading .

 the way we explain to people 

i am referring to medical term we learn and the way we explain to people using different words to make it easy to digest . digest ?? see that the medical term: what i mean is understand .. easy laa i know u people know it oredy haha.. 

 Glucose : gula 
 Inject : cucuk 
 wound Dressing : cuci luka 
 PU (pass urine) : kencing 
 BO (Bowel open) : buang air besar 
 Paru-paru berair : Pleural effusion  
 SOB(short of breath) : sesak nafas 
 hemodialysis : cuci buah pinggang   
 LO(last office): meninggal 
 IVD : masuk air 
 edema : badan kembang dengan air 
 ventrical septal defect : jantung berlubang 
 hypo : kurang 
 normal saline solution : air garam 
 dextros solution : air gula 
 RTA(road traffic accident ) : kemalangan jalan raya 
 Operation:potong 
 Btl(ikat salur peranakan) : Buang kantung anak 



And yah.. dan banyak lagi.. kerja doctor lagi laa susah sebenarnya.. belajar dekat luar negara punyalah medical term power power tapi balik malaysia timbul lagi satu hal. COMMUNICATION PROBLEM  terutamanya di hospital Sarawak. Mostly patient adalah berbangsa iban, cina ulu... so solute laa kepada doctor-doctor hospital sibu sebab mostly mereka pandai cakap iban.. haha and to the nurse .. of course laa pening kepala juga.. nak cakap bahasa melayu pun ada yang tak faham.. jadi guna body language laa akhirnya..  Perlu diingatkan bahawa komunikasi semasa temubual bersama pesakit amatlah penting bagi anggota kesihatan, sebab sakit itu tak selalunya nampak.. semua complain dan rintihan pesakit diambil  kira.. ingat senang ka nak tentukan diagnosis(penyebab sakit) pesakit.. sebabtulah mesti tanya semua... dan kepada pesakit sekalian, bila nurse tanya soala, jawablah dengan jujur.. jangan tipu kang salah beri ubat baru tahu. ALL YOUR INFORMATION WILL BE AUTOMATICALLY CONFIDENTIAL so don't you worry. We just want to help u.