hi... did u know how it feels like? when someone suddenly leaving u? or walking out of your life? i'am not good at making a decision ... a decision that obviously everybody knows the answer .. how can i do it? keep cool?? of course that me.. damn.. i hate you .. really really hate you.. i'll never regret for cursing you so many times before... it will never be this hurt if you choose the other one.. its killing me..

(sigh)

i need food